I was an American sniper, and Chris Kyle’s war was not my war

Source: Salon.com

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Author: Garett Repenhagen

Author: Garett Repenhagen

I spent nights in Iraq lying prone and looking through a 12-power sniper scope. You only see a limited view between the reticles. That’s why it’s necessary to keep both eyes open. This way you have some ability to track targets and establish 360 degrees of awareness. I rotated with my spotter and an additional security team member to maintain vigilance and see the whole battlefield. I scrutinized every target in my scope to determine if they were a threat.

In a way, it’s an analogy for keeping the whole Iraq mission in perspective and fully understanding the experiences of the U.S. war fighters during Operation Iraqi Freedom. No single service member has the monopoly on the war narrative. It will change depending on where you serve, when you were there, what your role was, and a few thousand other random elements.

For the past 10 days, “American Sniper” has rallied crowds and broken box office records, but if you want to understand the war, the film is like peering into a sniper scope — it offers a very limited view.

The movie tells the story of Navy SEAL sniper Chris Kyle, said to have 160 confirmed kills, which would make him the most lethal American military member in history. He first shared his story in a memoir, which became the basis for Clint Eastwood’s film adaptation. Kyle views the occupation of Iraq as necessary to stop terrorists from coming to the mainland and attacking the U.S.; he sees the Iraqis as “savages” and attacks any critical thought about the overall mission and the military’s ability to accomplish it.

This portrayal is not unrealistic. My unit had plenty of soldiers who thought like that. When you are sacrificing so much, it’s tempting to believe so strongly in the “noble cause,” a belief that gets hardened by the fatigue of multiple tours and whatever is going on at home. But viewing the war only through his eyes gives us too narrow a frame.

During my combat tour I never saw the Iraqis as “savages.” They were a friendly culture who believed in hospitality, and were sometimes positive to a fault. The people are proud of their history, education system and national identity. I have listened to children share old-soul wisdom, and I have watched adults laugh and play with the naiveté of schoolboys. I met some incredible Iraqis during and after my deployment, and it is shameful to know that the movie has furthered ignorance that might put them in danger.

Unlike Chris Kyle, who claimed his PTSD came from the inability to save more service members, most of the damage to my mental health was what I call “moral injury,” which is becoming a popular term in many veteran circles.

As a sniper I was not usually the victim of a traumatic event, but the perpetrator of violence and death. My actions in combat would have been more acceptable to me if I could cloak myself in the belief that the whole mission was for a greater good. Instead, I watched as the purpose of the mission slowly unraveled.

I served in Iraq from 2004 to 2005. During that time, we started to realize there were no weapons of mass destruction, the 9/11 commission report determined that Iraq was not involved in the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center, false sovereignty was given to Iraq by Paul Bremer, the atrocities at Abu Ghraib were exposed, and the Battle of Fallujah was waged.

The destruction I took part in suddenly intersected with news that our reasons for waging war were untrue. The despicable conduct of those at Abu Ghraib was made more unforgivable by the honorable interactions I had with Iraqi civilians, and, together, it fueled the post-traumatic stress I struggle with today.

My war was completely different than Chris Kyle’s war. That doesn’t mean his war is wrong, and mine was right. But it does mean that no one experience is definitive.

The movie depicts compounded action scenes with very little political and regional context. It was a conscious decision by Clint Eastwood, apparently, to leave out the cause of the U.S. invasion and subsequent occupation of Iraq. It was a conscious decision, apparently, for multiple characters to describe the Iraqis as “savages” and never show any alternative. When I heard of the bigoted reaction some Americans had after watching the film, I was disgusted, but not surprised. Audience members are mistaking Chris Kyle’s view of the war as “the” story about the war. No wonder someone tweeted that the movie made them “want to go kill some ragheads.” It’s sad that such a nearsighted portrayal of Iraqis has caused more people to fear Arabs and glorify violence against them.

It would be refreshing if a big Hollywood movie would take on the task of creating a less dramatized, more nuanced version of warfare. There are some incredible documentaries on the subject. “Occupation: Dreamland” and “Restrepo” capture the life of a service member in a modern deployment without sugarcoating the hard political environment that is a backdrop to the conflicts.

The responsibility to make a picture that takes into account all of the political and social dynamics might not rest on any individual filmmaker. After all, it is just a movie. But that means the public should treat it like that, and educate themselves before jumping to a conclusion that the whole war was just like that. Especially if they support the democratic ideals that Chis Kyle, me and every veteran who put on a uniform swore an oath to defend with our lives.

If you really want to be a patriotic American, keep both eyes open and maintain 360 degrees of awareness. Don’t simply watch “American Sniper.” Read other sources, watch other films about the conflict. Talk to as many veterans as you can, get a full perspective on the war experience and the consequences. Ensure the perceived enemy in your vision is what it seems.

Garett Reppenhagen served as a Cavalry Scout Sniper with the 1st Infantry Division in the US Army and deployed on a peacekeeping mission in Kosovo and a combat tour in the Diyala Province, Iraq in 2004. Garett works as a Regional Director for Vet Voice Foundation and is a veterans advocate and social justice organizer.

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  1. Garrett, thank you for your service to your country specifically and the world community in general. There are several reasons to offer debating points based on your chosen paradigm.
    First, having watched the movie, the distinct impression I remember of the attitude Chris Kyle projected toward the local population was one of deference and respect. One example was the internal conflict he felt when he worried that the Iraqi boy might try to fire a shoulder-fired weapon. His disdain was for insurgents, not for peaceful local Iraqis.
    Your war was the same. Your paradigm was more like John Kerry’s or Jane Fonda’s. The moral justification for war can be debated and everyone willing to apply critical thinking will consider all salient data. One’s paradigm will weigh heavily on the difficult choices involved. Your social justice paradigm will burden you with a greater conflict of conscience than someone with a more pragmatic point off view.
    The Abu Ghraib incident made all (I hope) of us cringe! The Muslim world’s reaction was predictable but, in America we needed to recognize that the prison wasn’t managed professionally and that our people directly involved would have to suffer disciplinary action as a result. The incident did not reflect on America the way beheadings, etc. do on ISIS, Al Qaeda, and Boko Haram.
    “It’s sad that such a nearsighted portrayal of Iraqis has caused more people to fear Arabs and glorify violence against them.” People in America are not arming to go out and hunt Arabs! No-one in America cheers when Arabs are killed the way Palestinians cheer when terrorist attacks are successful against the west.
    Most Americans are capable of critical thinking and tend to investigate the background to contemporary events.
    America, in spite of its flaws, is the strongest force for good the world has seen in its history of blood and toil. There are other points to debate in your article. Again, thank you for your service. Get well, and God bless!

  2. Rafiq: Thank you for taking the time to comment. You might not remember the circumstance leading up to the Iraq war. Saddam Hussein was distrusted by most of the world community. There was consensus amongst those in the world that Saddam’s regime was hiding weapons that were unacceptable and intentions toward his neighbors and beyond that couldn’t be left to chance. Even pacifist democrats were on board.
    Fast forward to the time period after the surge to a point in the conflict when hostilities were under control. Our leadership, foolishly, pulled troops out using the excuse that a status of forces agreement was rejected. It was at this juncture that ISIS took advantage of a new government with a weak military.
    Most Americans are frustrated and embarrassed that our current leadership have made a complete mess of political affairs in the Middle East and North Africa.
    None of the afore mentioned has any bearing on Garrett’s service. He fought well and performed bravely and deserves credit for his effort. With the right leadership in America, most of us are convinced Iraq would have been well on its way toward exercising the kind of responsible government that would serve all Iraqis. And yes, at that point his service would have been somewhat gratifying and the world community would have benefited greatly.

    • Keith: I had lunch in the UN building in Baghdad that was attacked by a bomb on 18.8.2003. I left the UN restaurant just a couple of hours before the blast. And since that time until 2011 I was in and out of Baghdad uncountable times (yes, I should have kept track). … Yes, the question is whether the US leadership was foolish and ‘unprepared to govern’ or whether the intention was actually to just destabilize and destroy. – Same now in Syria. Is the ‘Western Coalition’ so foolish or purposely just destabilizing? When will this question be answered?

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